gitar oh gitar~

sebut psal gitar, terbang dwet ak hampir2 rm200...minat pnya psai...da lma ak bhasrat nk bli gitar...dlu bajet x ckop..skunk nie..bleyhla cket2...klu mak aktaw...ak xtaw la dya nk kta pa kn...ehmm...no comment..

mula2 ak bguru ngan intenet..pergh ssh gak la...da la xataw pa...taw petik ja..skunk nie da bleyh cket2...tmbh2 lak bguru ngan Doin...bleyh tahan doin men...cayaq la pompuan2 yg follow ak time p blajaq gitar...haha

lg2 doin men sambey nyanyi, ak yg dengaq pon bleyh jth hati...haha xbleyh2...ak nk menuntut ilmu ja..pas blajaq dr doin trus da bleyh men bnyk lgu...cam ada daulat tu...haha la nie ak da bleyh men u belong with me, fearless, teardrops on my guitar, im yours, sandaran hati (kowt) x engat la lgu dya n bengang.. teringin nk men more than words, rp doin kta ssh..ak pon rs ssh gak la...

ak x men plucking, ak men strumming.. tp cm ssh jgak la mla2...skunk nie da bleyh da sket....hehe

~ ni la guitar ak..hehe capo x buh pon..~

dok cita psai gitar, mnggu nie perghh...dugaan weyh,,,dugaan... mcm2 jd kat ak...tp last2 ada sumething yg ak blajaq la...ehm...tmbh2 sdeyh la...mmg sdeyh mggu nie...nk wat cam na this is my fate,,,life must go on...even it is very painful...

mlm ni blik umh...rinduu sama kcg2 ak..haha plus nk blik bli brg abg ak yg nk kawen,,huh! letih2,,,xpa2 tuk mamt tu sorang ak bt jela...cian kt mak ak...ehmm... da larut ptg da nie...nantok kowt...nk p beradu lu...papai..hehe,,

bengang!!!!!!

da lama ak x update blog nie...akhir2 ni mlas la pulak nk update...nk kata bnyak keja, x la jugak..tp skali bnyak mmg sgt2 bz...smpai tensen kowt...

sjak akhir2 nie ak xtaw wut happen dgn ak...badmood? 4 wut? kdg2 jadi tekilan dgn org yg hipokrit...ak x phm la org mcm nie kdg2..bnda yg bleyh dielak x maw elak...da tguq tp bknya nk dengaq...ckp ak bsing la apala...last2 duk mengata kat blkng...sakit tlinga ak dgq...x payah la duk mengata sgt kt org...nanti mkn daging sdara sndri kowt kt akhirat....tpulanglah pikiaq sndri....bknya bdk2 lg....

ak plak asek tensen kat prangai bf ak yg kdg2 bt hal...ak taw im not so perfect 4 him...ak pon ada gak prasaan...kdg2 dya treat ak cam xdak prasaan...bek x yah kaple...kdg2 ak pk gak..mayb ni slh ak..kdg2 ak kn ska bt hal...ak mlsla nk slhkn org...slhkn je la dri sndri...let them think they ryte till one day they will relize it whose wrong n whose not...x yah lah ak nk mendoakn bnda2 x bek tuk dpa kn...tuhan ada...

ehmm...ni mslh nk blik umh lak...last2 mnt tket hbs...pdn mka ak...bt kja last mntkn...haha...ehmm..jiran ak yg agk b*** ni mmg mlut jht..ada lak bleyh pnggl mak ak mkn kndri umh dya time dya bt knduri? klu knduri arwah tu x kesah ar sgt, ni knduri kawen.... mcm bodoh gila...bknya bdk2...tapi org tua!! da nk mampos dah!! bleyh plak ckp kat mak ak "kak, kalu nmpak nasi kat dpn umh tu maila mkn..mai mkn ja.. x swuh bt keja  pon".. mcm b*** x? kalu kna kat mak owg len mst da mgamuk...ak dgq rsa nk nangis ja... wei!!!! hg engat hg bguih sgt ka weyh???!!! tua nk mampoih dah...x yah la duk prangai bdk2!!! nk jadi muda x yah la weyh!! hg tu suma da kenduq!! x dak pa da...xyah ar nk lwn2 ngan ak...sekadar misi gariq ja pon....bodoh!!

sakit ati gak ar....suma org hipokrit...blkng ckp len bt len...tgk ar blik t...mmg ak sound dpn2 ar...ak da x larat nk hormat cam nie...hormat depa xdpt pa pon...dpt bnda skit ht lg adala....siap la blik t.....

ak da mrh2 cm nie mls nk go on tlis ag...kang bnda pelik2 plak yg kuaq...so better ak out dlu...chow chi chow!!!